Here at TheNABlog.com, we are always happy to share true stories of addiction from the people who lived through them. In this short essay, an anonymous contributor describes what recovery means to him or her:
I’m not one for words and talking about my recovery don’t come easy.  I lived life hard for many years and life rode me hard right back. 

If it got me a high, I did it.  I stole, I lied, I cheated to get me that next fix so I could stop being sick.  I did jail time, I was homeless and I became like this other person that would stare back at me from bathroom mirrors or the car windows to see what I was really on the insides.

I’ve been clean and sober for five years now. Some people think that don’t say much but any addict can tell you it aint easy. I struggle every day but I never struggle alone! It took me a hell of a long time to get to the place where I am now and I fight every day never to go backwards.  One of my counselors suggested I keep a journal to help me get down on paper what I was feeling when I was getting myself clean. 

I still keep a journal to this day but one of the first entries I ever wrote is with me everyday in my pocket.  The title is RECOVERY.  It reminds me of the strength we each have inside even if there are days when we dont always feel strong.

- Respect
- Effort
- Contemplate
- Overcome
- Vindication
- Everyday
- Responsibility
- You can do it

In my meditation class at rehab I learned to concentrate on the words and I repeat them in my mind every single time I want a drink. It’s a powerful exercise for your spirit and it’s these kinds of things you can learn in recovery once you get yourself a good support system going. Now with the internet its easy to do. Signup, get help, be strong!